What an irony

I'm going Bangkok. Free.
(includes air tickets, accomodation and breakfasts)

I wanted to go Bangkok at the exact same time with my gang of friends. but chose to stay behind to save money. and now....whoa. honestly i'm not that 'on' about going bkk anyway. the one with my friends, it's because of friends that i would want to go so much. this trip is a company trip (kinda like a celebration for something anyways) so it's a really leisure trip. an obligated leisure trip.
i'm not to enthusiastic about it coz
1) i will have to spend money while i'm there
2) it is such a short notice
3) too many people (who may go to places and do things i don't really like)
4) it clashes with PnW afternoon on saturday (i'm leaving on saturday night instead of friday night)

i should have said my hubby doesn't like me to go...ahaha..but
1) i would like to spend time with my buddy friend (else she'll be more or less without company..but to also spend time with her)
2) i'll be looking for some useful home stuff like lamp shades (i wonder i to bring these home). gotta make my time useful there. i'm not really intending to shop for clothes much...i haven't had clothes-shopping-mood for a long time le.
3) my boss wouldn't be too happy...(hmm...)

oh whell...a decision made in 1 hr is really stressful. in the end Ww ok, i tell my admin ok, and the airline tickets were booked. too late to back out now.

oh 81' gang is going phuket instead :( i think i would rather go phuket. i'm sick of bkk. but i'll make the most of it ba....by catching up with my readings...i want to read so much!!