Sweltering weather

These few days air-conditions are great accompaniment to such weather. i don't turn on e air-con when i sleep partially coz i think it'll dry me up and partially coz it's uses up lotsa electricity. but these few days i wake up feelin sticky...i think the sky tried to rain the previous night but still it's just the humid weather season le...SP will start to earn mo money le.

Such weather is also opportunity to be irritated by little things. Tho i haven't been...i think i've been fretting more than irritatable. why fret? and everytime i can't seem to settle my heart this verse pops in my head "Don't be anxious about anything..." which unfrets me a while. still i missed out the next part which says "but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God". which will unfret me for a longer while.
i fret because i have my mind has left things in the office which hasn't been done or things i dunno how to to. ie after i left office yesterday i realized i haven't called someone and don't have the number with me already. and i'll worry about missing something out for wed's appt. or worry that another customer will not get back to me or watever. you know how worries have infinite possibilities. guess this is my weakness...my fretting and worrying. and the antidote? just do it or if can't trust God and pray. but of cos easier said than done because i'll have to struggle to settle my heart down to pray...without my brain having to many other thots that's not relevant to what i needed to pray about.

in continuation of the previous blog....yesterday was a time well spent oso coz ww's nephews were around...as usual every weekend...tho sometimes we just want to leave us alone but usually we'll entertain them...and you know how kids love books so much..and they are sooo cute! we were going out in the morning after picking up some stuff and augustine was saying byebye...and he added..."you come back later ok,ok?" so cutteee!