Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Lack of motivation & inspiration

I have 2 1/2 more weeks of MC. Sounds really nice and i'm coming to terms that while i do feel more agile, I'm still not as strong and am still in a recovering stage.

Had a good but busy CNY weekend and from monday evening i was so tired out. On a scale of energy level 0-10 i was only 0.5. it was that bad. we had a really packed day. i napped in the morning and lunchtime was a rush, preparing things to go out. Then it was to Ww's grandparents place and my dad's relatives and then my mum's relatives. By the time we reached home it was 8plus.

I had to recuperate on tuesday with 2 naps and it was still not enough. yawnz...only managed to regain some energy this afternoon. I wonder how our body recovers.

Problem now is i don't really know what to do other than trying to find some inspiration online (but still not much) and then watching a lot of tv (something i don't usually do). Can't seem to pick up a book and read. Gosh i don't wanna waste my 'free time' away!

Can't really go out with Eliza unless someone's with me cos i can't carry her..due to my c-section cut. boohoo..i miss carrying Eliza :( i hope i don't have to wait 3 months for this. i'll feng1 diao4. and so i miss bringing her out...wish i could bring her to places like tumble tots to play but i think it'll be too exhausting for me. i'm not enjoying being so weak :6

God help me....

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