part 2

I'm just really thankful.

~ thankful for God's own divine timing for everything that went right and wrong.
I planned to arrive at work 1/2hr earlier that day. If i had gone later, things would have started to go wrong in the bus or something.
~ thankful for KY who was there beside me before we went to the hospital, helping me to communicate information, and passing the baton to Ww at the hopsital. I was wondering how Ww will know i'm there
~ thankful for SG's advanced medical system and standard. they were quite efficient in the diagnosis and treatment. maybe it's also cos ectopic pregnancies isn't really rare.
~ thankful for the many caring family members, brothers & sisters & friends & colleagues who came to visit me at the hospital and at home. their company & concern was really appreciated, especially when i was getting quite bored there too, although the 2nd day i was still quite immobile and tired in the HD ward. 1st day don't need to say, i was quite tired out and wasn't too keen on talking to Ww either as i wasn't allowed to drink any water and my throat was quite dry.
~ thankful for my in-laws who took really good care of Eliza while i was in hospital.
~ thankful for Ww's presence & love all this while. he had to do all the admin stuff but he was always nearby checking how i was. even while i was recuperating after the op, he kept checking on my how i was even when i wasn't at the ward. he insisted on seeing me while i was in the A&E even when visitors aren't allowed. (he said he didn't want to have to end up seeing me in some other state, basically dead, after everything and not even saying some last words to me.) he was sharing with his mentor that he wasn't ready for me to go yet, even though he knew that day will come, just not so soon